Random Rant episode 3

salam.

ok, lets start.

now as i am in college, time is scarce in term of doing my homework but too much in term of doing unnecessary things. or is it the other way round?

regardless, i find it super hard to concentrate on my studies or study itself as i am yet to enjoy KBU. i mean of course the companies are great. the subjects are quite basics. the lecturers are eventhough sometimes heartless and impulsive, but actually quite caring and thorough (this could either be good or bad. NEVER both). but sometimes, you need to get the joy of it so that you feel like doing it. am i making sense? of course not.

i have three phase tests coming up. bio chemis and physics. my preparation? NIL. NADA.

im really eating myself up right now.

LITERALLY.

a presentation about paint. which due in two weeks. I HAVENT START A CRAP.

money wise is fine. i still get money from my parents though MARA's money has banked in already. but i spoil myself with food.

LOTS OF FOOD.

FAST FOOD AND HEAVY FOOD.

IM GETTING FATTER.

being in college is not HEALTHY AT ALL!
you WILL i repeat YOU WILL abuse yourselves with computer games, social websites, fast food and sleep. i even finished playing insaniquarium. a current dangerous addiction!

i mean, being in college at - well not yet 18 - is something well, a bit hard for me.

i know, i whine a lot, i should appreciate the opportunity given. dont get me wrong, i do.

but sometimes, you know in humans, i feel like i need more time to do nothing.

i need a little bit of liberty. you know just one week.

but nothing is easy in life.

we all have to go to that college-life phase. it's a matter of how fast you'll be in it.

to me, it's FAST enough.

i should be doing my homework right now. or i should be studying. or better yet sleeping. not rambling on this page. but, when lust takes over (please ladies and gentlemen control your lusts) i just have to simply follow it. sorry, A REALLY REALLY BAD ADVISE.

but hell, who cares. im writing about myself anyway. pffft.

STOP BEING SO VAIN! (note-to-self)

ok, before i babble about things that are less necessary, i rather stop and continue with my homework.

or maybe i should feed my fish a little longer?

nahh..