Yeah well,

This is how I roll.

Yours Truly,

this is me. raw at my best. in shaa Allah.

Monday, November 12, 2012

ready? ok, fall.

is it the hair?

nah, it's the smile.

yeah, you're right. it has always been the smile.

you should stop starring at him, people will notice.

no they won't.

- the cafeteria is busy as always. no one will notice im staring at him.

maybe you should not like him altogether.

what? why not?

well, the fact that...

shh, he's coming.

- "hey june," kyle says smiling. oh god, that smile.

dude, focus.

oh right.

- "sup kyle."

- "sup? haha well, that's new," he laughs and sits next to me. 

sup brain?! sup?! veryyy smooth.

hey dont blame me, you made me said it.

- he leans close to me. i could feel his hot breath against my bare skin.
"dont forget tonight aite? you got to help me with anna, i cant screw our first date," he whispers. 

- i nod. he smiles, pats my back and gets up. "awesome, see you then!" he waves goodbye and leaves.

you're totally friendzoned. 

what should i do?

he's your bestfriend. what CAN you do?

arghhh.

you can't fall for him. you're not ready.

too late, i've already fallen. deep.

- i sigh as i watch him walks out of the cafeteria.