I've realized. How crazy life can be.
I've realized. How deep these wounds they've carved.
I've noticed. How serious the tears I've shed.
I've noticed. How significant theirs and my giggles were.
I've caught on. How little I spent time with my loved ones.
I've caught on. How restless I became doing inconsequential things.
I've realized. How my ignorance damaged everything around me.
I've realized. How the consequences effect others because of my rash actions.
I've noticed. How the things I did hurt me and involuntarily hurt others around me.
I've noticed. How shallow and cretin people can be.
I've caught on. How life doesn't revolve around me no matter what the circumstances are.
I've caught on. How time isn't just gold, but it's a priceless diamond.
I've realized. How their patience and advices helped me moved on.
I've realized. How lifeless I was when they left.
I've noticed. How I belittled the people who actually meant a quarter of my life.
I've noticed. How carefree I was over those precious little moments they and I had.
I've caught on. How harsh this real world could be and I should keep my figment of imaginations securely within me.
I've caught on. How sincerely or genuinely I complimented someone.
I just realized. How little I knew about you and how little I spent time to actually know you.
I'm sorry.
I wish I could turn back the time.
But humans are just The Divine's creations. We are not meant for such great things.
The only thing now is to look forward and to remember to slowly savour every bits of what will be missed in the future-year.
Sorry. Again. It took me this long to realize, to notice and to catch on.
I'm sorry.
