salam.
to start, im a human.
and as far as im concerned, humans are GOD's finest creations.
if i were to be resurrected and be a cat, well, who am i to know. i'm just very greatfull that ALLAH gave me this chance to become a human. alhamdulillah.
what's the purpose of this post?
honestly speaking, i have no idea.
ever since after my SPM, i admit, i do actually try to write something on this blog after i'd left it dead for almost a year or so.
but if you (to whoever this may concern) notice, by any chance that i've deleted all the posts regarding narcissism and photos without hijab. including the photos of my friends.
reason being that insyaAllah, i want to be a better muslim.
to begin with, i have no reasons or excuses to not wear hijab.
i was drowned in the world of hedonism.
YA ALLAH, forgive me.
regardless of everything, if i were to list down all my sins and wrongdoings to GOD and to humans, i won't sleep. ever. trust me.
honestly speaking, i wasn't happy with life generally.
why?
if you were to ask me back then, i won't know what to say.
but now, it's crystal clear.
i never appreciated what i have. especially the people around me.
i realized that the moment i start appreciating the people and the things i have, i became happier.
i forgot that while i'm busy chasing the things and the people i want, i forget the things and the people i need that are always there for me.
i was blinded by the sweet lies of the dunya. astghfirullahalazim.
i hope that 2012, will be the year i am fully transformed as a better muslim. insyaAllah.
eventhough it's almost the end of january, i never find it's too late to have new year's resolutions.
p.s. though i prefer to have my new year's resolutions AFTER i get my SPM result which is confirmed on the 22nd of march 2012. 9A+. insyaAllah. Amin.
ok. bye
